This is really hard for me to write because I don't want to share too much. However, I did tell you all that I had been having some health issues and after several doctor visits, I now know what is plaguing me. The best news is that I do not have cancer. That was probably the thing I was worried about most.
I do have to have an emergency procedure tomorrow and frankly, I am terrified. I'm grateful it can all be done on an outpatient basis but I'm worried about any complications AND getting right back to work.
I don't have the luxury of time to wait and schedule time off for myself and because my job has been changing, I'm afraid to make my boss feel inconvenienced. (And the past two weeks have been mass stress and being short handed. Did I also mention how I put insane amounts of pressure on myself at work anyway? Oy.)
Again, I have no time to wait at all. I have to have this procedure or things will be significantly worse.
So right now, I am a mess and I am scared to death.
My itinerant blogging will most likely continue but I am confident my health will be better and I hope to be bringing you pretty pictures of nail polish on a regular basis again after the New Year.
I will be carrying you all in my heart.