Good morning.
This is really hard for me to write because I don't want to share too much. However, I did tell you all that I had been having some health issues and after several doctor visits, I now know what is plaguing me. The best news is that I do not have cancer. That was probably the thing I was worried about most.
I do have to have an emergency procedure tomorrow and frankly, I am terrified. I'm grateful it can all be done on an outpatient basis but I'm worried about any complications AND getting right back to work.
I don't have the luxury of time to wait and schedule time off for myself and because my job has been changing, I'm afraid to make my boss feel inconvenienced. (And the past two weeks have been mass stress and being short handed. Did I also mention how I put insane amounts of pressure on myself at work anyway? Oy.)
Again, I have no time to wait at all. I have to have this procedure or things will be significantly worse.
So right now, I am a mess and I am scared to death.
My itinerant blogging will most likely continue but I am confident my health will be better and I hope to be bringing you pretty pictures of nail polish on a regular basis again after the New Year.
I will be carrying you all in my heart.
Will be thinking of you *hugs*
ReplyDelete*hugs* <3
ReplyDeleteIf I get anything from your posts it's that you are a very strong Lady. It's normal to be scared, especially since it seems as you've had no time to "digest" your diagnosis and treatment! Geez- I'd be scared to death too if something like this was sprung on me all of a sudden.
ReplyDeleteI hear you on having work ethics. Difficult, yes, but just think, once this is all over and you're recovered, you will be 100% better to do what you do so well at work.
Sending you good wishes and positive energy!!!
Sending massive good and healing vibes your way *****hugs*****
ReplyDeleteWishing you all the best and sending dozens of hugs!!
ReplyDeleteI hope things work out so you can have your health back. Take care!
ReplyDeleteMy mom is going through something similar atm. She is going into surgery on thursday, so I will be thinking of you as well :) Hope you will get through it with the least problems as possible :) huugs <3
ReplyDelete*hugs* I will be thinking of you. Take your time don't rush it. Hope you feel better soon. <3 ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm sending all my wishes and prayers your way!
ReplyDeleteUgh. I hope your recovery is swift and your spirits don't take a real hit. Looking forward to seeing your next post!
ReplyDelete*Hugs*
ReplyDeleteHealthy wishes and vibes headed out from here. I hope that 2011 brings you much better health and less stress.
ReplyDeleteHealthy wishes for you. May the New Year bring better health, less stress and more happiness for you.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts and hopes are with you. Positive vibes are on their way *hugs*
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. Your wishes make me cry but in a good way. What lovely and amazing people you are!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're having such a problem, but, as you said, your worst fear wasn't realized.
ReplyDeleteI'm a Lane County person too, but you're the only the second blogger I've ever come across here. It's funny in a way, but I know oodles of Aussie bloggers but only a very few Oregon bloggers.
I hope you're feeling better.
I'm so sorry to be late in reading this! I hope it all went well and that you're looking through the rearview mirror with a smile on your face.
ReplyDeleteWithout your health, nothin' else matters...so keep that in mind while you're killin' yourself on the job.